HALL OF THE DEAD

Nice try, couldnt have done better myself. It is people like YOU, a DISEASE, a coward that knows a few tricks, who thinks its very funny making fun of other people’s profile. Let me tell YOU this, I aint got any problem with YOU or anyone. But if YOU got something YOU are unhappy bout or simply cos YOU don like the way I am, by all means.. SPEAK UP to my face! Be a man, (unless YOU are a woman, couldnt blame YOU for not having BALLS) have guts and face YOUR enermy (ME). Dont hide around and attack people from behind. Cos that makes YOU a HYPOCRITE and a PERFECT COWARD!

So what if YOU like Raggae or RnB or Hip Hop. So what if YOU’RE one of the Typical Mat/ Minah Rips or Ah Bengs/ Ah Lians. So what if YOU like to be ‘like everyone else’. Its YOUR life. YOU hate people like ME? What makes YOU think people like ME dont hate people like YOU? And YOU know it, that this is a Never Ending WAR that will only goes on and on. No matter how big YOU think YOU are, or how big YOU make YOURSELF to be, there will always be an even bigger ‘person’ than YOU. So FUCK it and FUCK off!

Anybody can hacked anyone. Thats the oldest trick in the book. Guess YOU are really OUT-DATED. YOU think YOU’RE so good? YOU think YOUR life is so perfect? Let me tell YOU this.. Only 70,000 humans are going to Heaven. What makes YOU think YOU have what it takes to be ONE of them? So before YOU tell anyone to bertaubat, look at YOURSELF in the mirror first. So unless YOU’RE definately sure YOU’RE ONE of those 70,000, dont be a smart ass trying to advise anyone.

Why dont YOU run along now, worry bout YOUR funeral and I worry bout MINE. We shall see, who will be blessed and who will be BURNED in HELLFIRE!!! \m/

Ever felt away with me
Just once that all I need
Entwined in finding you one day

Ever felt away without me
My love, it lies so deep
Ever dream of me

Would you do it with me
Heal the scars and change the stars
Would you do it for me
Turn loose the heaven within

I’d take you away
Castaway on a lonely day
Bosom for a teary cheek
My song can but borrow your grace

Come out, come out wherever you are
So lost in your sea
Give in, give in for my touch
For my taste for my lust

Your beauty cascaded on me
In this white night fantasy

"All I ever craved were the two dreams I shared with you.
One I now have, will the other one ever dream remain.
For yours I truly wish to be."

Years of silence and torment

He misses her.. and only her.

For years nothing moved his heart

Little did he know the reasons for her absence

That the descendents of black blookd must never mate.

And nothing that he knew,

His blood was never meant to be red, Human red!

This knowledge is only to her,

Which diminishes with time

And raw teenage energy.

With her guard down and loss of faith,

2 lovers finally unite

And out of the black skies comes a Demon

That’s supposed to have died;

And now born again out of the cursed black blood

Hunting this world once again

Where time has forgotten

She never really understood why

Her blood should never mix with her own descendent

She did what she was never allowed

And her virgin’s blood burst by a human of her own blood

The Demon hunger swell,

Killing every each of her family members..

Closer and closer getting to her life.

Leaving her haunted by memories,

Leaving her all alone…

The unsaid tone of weak despair
fail to resonate
frayed ends of our binding threads
will disintegrate

By laws our physique state
failure to communicate

None too sentient
Hear no, see no works its magic
Against all function

Ongoing choices
the trials will end
filter the nonsense
and laugh at what’s left
Indecision/non vision
what matters taken away

So overcome with pointless tears
to test pain receptors
nothing matters ever here
put up a non reaction

These eyes will never see
covered up from reality

The unknown world that you deny
no priority
Cannot fail if you never start
How predictable

I want to know
Where did it end?
for madness to start
Always the sceptic
Never be part
Introvertive /non descriptive
It matters not

Look at the shell that is you
Empty, fragile, weak
Soon this battle is over
Lost to Apathy

On a cold bitter night…

In the blackness of

an uncertain hour…

The night when mortals fear

Only foolish tempt to

Play the black fire…

In this very same hour

Shall Houdini’s soul be recarnated

And so are all the histories

Written by the light…

In the same blackness

And darkness of the

Once tormented heart.

Happy Halloween!!!

To all the believers out der.

A Deja Vu feeling

As I realised

How time can be cruel

And just bring you down

An ill-felt heart takes over

Waking up my fear

Looking down the empty well

No reflection of the moon

Cant see me down there

No air to breathe there

Your eyes are shut tight

Took me off sight

A loss too much

A loss I can never regain

Too deaf to hear my cries

To tired to realize yr lies

Every tear has a ‘why’ inside

For leaving our fate to decide

Your life’s too much pain to be read

So much so I left it halfway through

I guess it’s jus Deja Vu

A Deja Vu’s feeling as I fade to black

In to the night…

Always known in all my time

Little left of centre now

Reflect, as I realised that all I need is to find

The middle pillar path that sit by the sun

Like a star in the sky and just be, Sinners

Casting stones at me!

I stand, not crawling, not falling down

I bleed the demons that dragged me down

Good bye Sunshine…

I’ve put it out again, SAD!

I’m over, Personality, Conflicting

I don’t need you or anyone but ME!

I’ll just be living my own life

I feel my glowing centre grow

Infecting… I feel ALIVE!

Shovel, dirt over lime

Plant it in myself to it like a seed

Under the covers of earth and just be, Sinners

Pointing fingers at ME!!!

Come play kill

Stone cold will

Bitter pills.

All this bottled up, All kept inside of me

Hiding from my feelings no one else can see

No where to run but see the reality

Of the hell they didn’t want to see.

Everything’s the same, left or right

Trapped in this domino of fright.

Never in my sense of thought

I would want this to happen

Not a vein in my heart

Not even a drop in my blood.

This joy and pride never suppose to end

Time no longer had healing hands

I can no longer go back, there’s a wall there

But I wanna go back, I wanna be there…

Why is all I know so blurred inside?

Even the memories I love to keep

Why are the pieces not right?

Find me a place that I can sleep.

Everything I said is unheard

Everything I do is unseen

All the things I tried so hard

All that I can do is to dream.

A prisoner in my mind it happens all the time

I’ll be fine in a matter of time…

When I say I’m fine, never believe me

Everything that’s mine will forever be inside me.

As I lay with my wings closed, dormented

With a heart tortured n tormented

Let the time pass me by feeling rejected

Left all alone and abandoned…

I swear god I’ve tried

Tried with all my might

Tried to make things right

Never give up without a fight

But… Where does this lead me to?

No please, not again

I dont wanna feel the pain

Of being left out again

What do I do wrong this time?

You think this is a game?

Pushing me to the edge…

… Driving me insane!

You’re being so unfair for calling me a Liar

Angel, Lover, Mother
My Queen, Akasha.

Wish you were here
An enchanted entiety in my dream world
Release the light channel I’ve been waiting day by day
Give me the flame tat lights my way

Why is my sky dark and dull?
Not an earthly blue n bright like my dream world
I may be blind tat I cant see, between u n me, Us
The separaty of a diamond ruby n a pound of dust

Shall I kneel down to my knee?
Under the hypnotic power of yr hand at me
Is it true tat yr blood is a white as the snow?
Till my throne cant let me go.