On a cold bitter night…
In the blackness of
an uncertain hour…
The night when mortals fear
Only foolish tempt to
Play the black fire…
In this very same hour
Shall Houdini’s soul be recarnated
And so are all the histories
Written by the light…
In the same blackness
And darkness of the
Once tormented heart.
Happy Halloween!!!
To all the believers out der.
A Deja Vu feeling
As I realised
How time can be cruel
And just bring you down
An ill-felt heart takes over
Waking up my fear
Looking down the empty well
No reflection of the moon
Cant see me down there
No air to breathe there
Your eyes are shut tight
Took me off sight
A loss too much
A loss I can never regain
Too deaf to hear my cries
To tired to realize yr lies
Every tear has a ‘why’ inside
For leaving our fate to decide
Your life’s too much pain to be read
So much so I left it halfway through
I guess it’s jus Deja Vu
A Deja Vu’s feeling as I fade to black
In to the night…
Always known in all my time
Little left of centre now
Reflect, as I realised that all I need is to find
The middle pillar path that sit by the sun
Like a star in the sky and just be, Sinners
Casting stones at me!
I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I bleed the demons that dragged me down
Good bye Sunshine…
I’ve put it out again, SAD!
I’m over, Personality, Conflicting
I don’t need you or anyone but ME!
I’ll just be living my own life
I feel my glowing centre grow
Infecting… I feel ALIVE!
Shovel, dirt over lime
Plant it in myself to it like a seed
Under the covers of earth and just be, Sinners
Pointing fingers at ME!!!
Come play kill
Stone cold will
Bitter pills.
All this bottled up, All kept inside of me
Hiding from my feelings no one else can see
No where to run but see the reality
Of the hell they didn’t want to see.
Everything’s the same, left or right
Trapped in this domino of fright.
Never in my sense of thought
I would want this to happen
Not a vein in my heart
Not even a drop in my blood.
This joy and pride never suppose to end
Time no longer had healing hands
I can no longer go back, there’s a wall there
But I wanna go back, I wanna be there…
Why is all I know so blurred inside?
Even the memories I love to keep
Why are the pieces not right?
Find me a place that I can sleep.
Everything I said is unheard
Everything I do is unseen
All the things I tried so hard
All that I can do is to dream.
A prisoner in my mind it happens all the time
I’ll be fine in a matter of time…
When I say I’m fine, never believe me
Everything that’s mine will forever be inside me.
As I lay with my wings closed, dormented
With a heart tortured n tormented
Let the time pass me by feeling rejected
Left all alone and abandoned…
I swear god I’ve tried
Tried with all my might
Tried to make things right
Never give up without a fight
But… Where does this lead me to?
No please, not again
I dont wanna feel the pain
Of being left out again
What do I do wrong this time?
You think this is a game?
Pushing me to the edge…
… Driving me insane!
You’re being so unfair for calling me a Liar
